It’s so sad to hold in all your feelings you have for someone….to talk to them regularly and act as if you don’t care or want them. :( This is so sad. You have to keep your mouth shut because it’s best for the best of you.. :( I miss you, Bill… but I guess you and I aren’t supposed to happen.

You make me the angriest little girl ever, but I cannot stand you being away. I hate you one moment and then want you the next. You are so strange, you are so sad. I just want to take care of you and give you happiness, I want to share my happiness with you.. If only you would allow me to.